~TheGreatMe

Hi there.

Oh, and: Happy new year!

Okay, here it finally is, the 1.000th pageview. And i didn't miss it, not even by one view. It's exactly 1.000 at the time of writing.

:::EDIT::: Here i go.

Currently listening to: Deicide - Death to Jesus


So, let's start. I don't have any idea with what, though...well

I really should have prepared something special for my 1.000 pageviews, but instead you get a big bunch of nothing. Quite disappointing, isn't it? I could be waffling on personal stuff, as i do most times, but i don't even have a good start from that category.

It seems as i need to leave it like my last journal, wait until i have something to tell.

:::EDIT:::

A rather long time ago, i got tagged by ManWithAPlan to do one of those question forms that you release in your journal - i didn't fulfill my task to fill it out yet, because i was searching for an appropriate time to release it, and because of my laziness...mainly because of my laziness. But 1.000 pageviews indeed are a good time to release this. So i was trying to look through his older journals, hoping to find it, but yet another deviantart v5 bug is hindering me from getting it - i can't view his older journals, because all pages, older than page 1 can't be opened. So i sent him a note - in other words (and in short): prepare for finally reading something more or less worthy in my 1.000 pageviews journal.

And btw, i think it could probably make you proud, having something to help me out ManWithAPlan - indeed you can be proud, 1.000 pageviews is one of the most important number in pageviews - if one cares about them, i do. I don't want to make them increase quickly, i just care about those special numbers like 1.000 and stuff.

:::EDIT:::

Okay, there was a bug that prevented the members of deviantART to see their or other member's older journals. Since deviantart seems to got updated again (with new bug), there was a chance that it's working now, and in fact, it really works, i could finally copy that tagging thingy. And here it finally is:

5 First

- First Pet's name: Susi, a black/white female dwarf rabbit
- First Piercing: None
- First Crush: When i was yet in the kindergarten, but my buddies in there liked her too, and they had better chances as i was to shy (as always), so i gave up about that
- First School: "Europaschule" (would be Europe Elementary School in english)
- First Kiss: When i was 8 years old. I was together with her for 5 years and in the end was trying to make her end it, i didn't want to do so as i didn't want to hurt her anyhow.

5 Last

- Last Time You Smoked: I don't smoke.
- Last Food You Ate: Ermm...a salad with tuna
- Last Movie You Watched: "Silent Hill" i think.
- Last Song You listened to: Cannibal Corpse - Stripped, Raped, Strangled (don't think anything strange about me now, i just like violent stuff, no matter if movies or song textes, and i like the style of that music)
- Last Fight: I don't remember. Long time ago that i really had a serious fight...and i don't even remember how serious it really was

5 Things you are wearing

- T-shirt
- shorts
- underwear
- [none]
- [none]

5 Things you've done today

- spent some time at school
- rode with my bike to a party
- had some fun at that party
- had to run away from that party as some were singing too loudly (the party wasn't in a building, we were outside) so the police decided to join us - we weren't quite happy about that...none of us did anything that we should regret though.
- this thing

5 Favorite Things (no specific order)

- my eyes, my hair, my teeth (all about me, probably most senseful to sum those up as one point)
- my dwarf rabbits (although these are not really "things")
- the ability to draw some random, more or less good, stuff
- my mobile gadgets (i don't mean a bunch of phones, i'm not one of those sick money wasters)
- music
- i would have included my friends though but these also are no things, so i just let them out - just to exclude confusion, as i included my pets in this part about favorite "things")

5 People You Most Trust (specific order)

Hard to decide...

- a bunch of people here at deviantART
- a few friends
- my grandparents
-my parents
- some other friends (probably sounds senseless to mention them twice, but these are some friends that i just don't trust that much)

- 5 Things You Want to do Before You Die

Even much harder to decide

- use my drawing skills for some kind of project...no matter if paid or for free, just wanting to help, with what i'm more or less good at
- make some songs...probably
- make a comic...probably
- find a girlfriend to spend my life with
- no idea

Okay that's all. Now for the tagging:



Tagged rather many...
Some are just not tagged for reasons like seeming to be away, and i don't want to give them even more work when they come back.

:::EDIT:::

Tomorrow starts the class journey. "Linstow" is that city or village (not sure) called where we are going to be and it's nearby the Mecklenburgische Seenplatte (can't translate it, but it has something to do with lakes near "Mecklenburg"). We'll surely do some long wanderings, because our teacher is sports teacher. I'm really excited in the journey, but more excited in coming back, hehe. I'll update my journal with more or less interesting information about this, as soon as i'm back home.

So good bye, see you all soon

:::EDIT:::

I'm back. Information on the journey and photos following soon....

Btw, deviantART got updated with another feature as it seems: Those "Listening to" (and stuff) things that you can add to your journal are now avaible to non-subscribers also as it seems...i first thought i've got a free subscription again...
- Stefan

I often told people that i'm going to make a snapshot of myself sometime, i probably also announced it in one of my journals, now i finally did one, it's in the Scraps section [link] I've chosen the one that looks most of like me. I've did about 20 snapshots and all of them aren't that brilliant. I'm probably going to continue trying making a good photo of myself.

Btw, did you notice how often i say "i'm probably going to"? Yeah, that's me.

Last thing, i'm amazed by the idea to write down that "Listening to" thingy, so let's start.

Currently listening to: Cannibal Corpse - Five Nails through the Neck

:::EDIT:::

Another photo of myself, looking a little nicer, not so paralyzed: [link]

:::EDIT:::

Photo of my favourite T-Shirt, my "Cannibal Corpse" T-Shirt: [link]

Crap i missed the 500 mark........well, now it's 550 pageviews, so i decided to wait for the 555 pageviews. Why i already write the journal then, you ask? I'm gonna be at a friend's birthday party until night, and well i'm going to leave in some minutes.

I have nothing special prepared, i could write lots of stuff about me like i do in almost every journal, but this is not really interesting i think.

I'm going to update this journal if i have something worthy to tell later.

:::EDIT:::

As more or less promised, i'll update this thing now.

Something probably worthy:

I'm 95% sure that i'm going to write some poems. Some things i can't express by drawing...they will be in german first so of all my friends at deviantart, only nebelkraehchen will be able to read them...it's just easier to write in my mother tongue, sounds senseful i think. I'm probably gonna update these poems with an english version later, i'm pretty sure i'll do so. I'm just afraid of the fact, i could accidentally use the wrong grammar.

All for now, if some brilliant thoughts come to my mind, i'll most likely write them down here.

Thanks for reading.

:::EDIT:::

Now, i'm not that sure about poems anymore, i think it was one of those crazes that hold on for some hours only.....not to say that i'm bad at poems, i did some when i was a lot younger yet. But still it seems that drawing is more my way of expression. Also it seems coward to me, like i would just give up on what i can't draw and i really don't want to give that up, i rather get better at it.

I think this is the last edit for now. In the last time i care much more about deviantart and i noticed how much faster my pageviews go up now (i didn't count them but they range from 10-50 per day i would say), so i rather concentrate on new journals. At least this one is now a little longer, as most of my other journals are.

Well, the first special happening would be 100 pageviews, the second usually 500, but i decided to write one because of my 400 pageviews (besides the 200 pageviews one).

Why i decided so? Because illusionality congratulated me on it. You can be really proud illusionality, you are able to make an extreme lazy one like me, writing a journal. There's no sarcasm in the sentence, in case it sounds so to anyone.

Well, what to say in this journal. You all surely know the feeling that you could say millions of things, and never end typing, but you have to make a fine selection of course, that is not too off-topic and interesting...

(I keep myself from writing Well now, i use it too often)Now, (<-heh!)

I could now tell you some things of my "Spider..." drawing. And i think i'll do so. I start now. Prepare to be interested. If you don't want to, then run away, screaming please - thank you.

I watched a video of the upcoming game "Spore" of which many of you may heard already. There was a creature that inspired me to my spider. This game's creatures inspired me to many new drawings (2-3, that is many to me as i often have enough to do on a small drawing like "Spider...").

I think that most of my creatures are missing a good main body. But i really like the concept of "Spider...". Everything fits together in this work.

After finishing it, i was scared of the fact that my next drawing would probably be not as good as "Spider...", in other words: I was scared of the fact that i could miss the good main body in the next drawing. But i had the same feeling when i started to make my shadings different: In the beginning i always filled every body part with grey color. Then i started to let certain areas white.

Well, i'm proud of my Spider drawing. It doesn't happen that often that i'm really satisfied with the result of a drawing. And in case i'm proud, this feeling holds for about 1/2-1 day, after that i have to look at my drawing to get the feeling again, but then it only lasts for a short while. Just a little discovery that i made.

I can't think of any more interesting things that really belong to the topic now....

So, i hope you like my work, i'm going to continue drawing forever - i'm sure...i think. But i know that i never thought that i'm so sure as i now am/do.

Best Regards,
Stefan Nixdorf


Oh well, there's one last thing. I will be hosting my own site. It will be most-likely hosted on the FTP of [link], Andrey Kandaurov's and his mate's (including me of course) PDA news site.

I like to write html code, but this site has to look really good, and my html coding wouldn't be enough for a result that i would be satisfied with. So i have to use the good old html-code-mixer, also called FrontPage.